I want to keep it real with everyone who reads my blog. On August 7, 2019 I tried to take my life for the second time. It started like any other day. I got up and went to the job I love. After work I went to a therapy appointment. I knew what I was… Continue reading Keeping it real
A close friend of mine gave me this bracelet. Not only is it super cute but it means so much more. She was going through a extremely hard time in her life and someone gave it to her. She wanted me to have it because she knows that I am going through difficult things myself.… Continue reading Believe
Mental health matters. Today is mental health awareness day. So I though I would share with one thing that is most important to me in my recovery. Self care can be done in many different ways. Heres 10 ways you can practice self care: Taking a shower or a bath: Taking a shower or bath… Continue reading Mental Health Matters
Mom's save the day again and again. All the mothers in my life are amazing women. Why is it that we only celebrate moms once a year? This morning around 3 am Mackenzie woke me up and stated that she wanted to watch Frozen. For those of you who don't know thats her favorite movie.… Continue reading Moms.
Recently, I went back into the hospital and was admitted into behavioral health services again after not being there for 6 months. I stayed there for a week and was given a lot of time to reflect on my life and how I was going to gain hope for the future. See, I was admitted… Continue reading Finding Hope
Reading the Bible and Praying Prayer is just about everything. When I get down and out prayer is what brings me back up. Getting close to Jesus makes all the difference. When your feeling down PRAY, PRAY, and PRAY. Prayer is the primary work of Gods' people. Pray people! Its important. I need to make… Continue reading 8 Coping Methods
If you've been reading my blog or know me personally you know that I tried to commit suicide last year. My story isn’t over. I want to talk a little more about my story. When I was going through my hard time I wasn't sure how to handle life. I was overwhelmed and my anxiety… Continue reading My Story Isn’t Over
I want to be real with people. In order to be real I need to be able to share my struggles. One of the most important things about this blog is being vulnerable and speaking the truth hoping I can help people who relate with me and hopefully someone won't feel so alone. Here me… Continue reading Being Real…
I decided to show a picture of some of my scars, It's a hard thing for me to do. I have a hard time opening up about my self harm history, so here we go. I started self harming when I was about thirteen. I was in eighth grade. Self harm is something many young… Continue reading Self Harm.
You know those days when you wake up and nothing is going your way? Where life is just crashing down and you cant do anything to stop it. You just have to let it run its course even though that's one of the hardest things to do. I had one of those days today. Nothing… Continue reading Today Was Rough